Hello , followers . Today is the special day when you`ll be able to read a page , or maybe more from a blogger`s diary . Here we go. http://igiveyousparkles.piczo.com/?cr=7
I grew up in a beautiful town called Southport, It’s beautiful on a summer evening, I have never seen the sky contain so many bright and wonderful colours.
I have many friends here...Megan Henderson, being the closest person too me.
She is my bestest friend and I love her so much, Not even heaven and hell can separate us...baring mind, we will more than likely go to the same place, we’re inseparable.
I love her with all my heart!
I cried for hours&days when we fell out and when we made up... {Over text} ...When we saw each-other in town,we ran at each-other and bear-hugged each-other saying how much we loved each of us.
It was so cute:3
We plan to move in with her mum in Holland and save up cash to buy our own house/apartment.
It will be amazing there...I've seen quite a lot of photos and such, it's beautiful.
I really can not wait! It will be a new start for us...a new life, new scenery...most of all...new memories!
We will be going to ALL the festivals and concerts together, I'm crying as I'm writing this because It's such a long time until we do, but it's worth the wait!:3
I live with my beautiful mum,Erica and my father,Matthew.
I have two younger sisters, one younger brother, and one older, step-brother.
I am closer to my step-brother because I know I can trust him with anything I want to tell him, he helps me if I have a problem, and so does his girlfriend.
I’ve had a tough couple of weeks, but I don’t wish to say.
Also...one thing I am suffering from, is my Auntie.
She has terminal cancer and I don’t want to loose her.
She was diagnosed with cancer,earlier in 2011 and it hurts too know she doesn’t have long left.
If there was any way of me finding a way to get rid of it, I would.
She has been through radium,and chemo-therapy...yet, nothing is working...
My grandad has/had cancer on his lungs, but the hospital has successfully managed to reduce the tumour and has left him feeling well and healthy, so I’m glad about that.
I am extremely happy with it but still...my auntie...
I love her aswell, I love her honestly...more than my mum and dad.
She means a lot to me and has stuck by me through thick&thin.
My life without knowing she’s there for me will be hard, When...when she’s gone...
I will visit her grave everyday...or as much as I possibly can.
I will be distraught, I’m struggling in school because I’m worried that one day I will come home and she won’t be there...She won’t be there to hold my hand, or hug me.
She is only 30, she has so much life ahead of her and I’m so upset that her life has been reduced, there is a fundraiser at a local resteraunt in Southport, at the Vincent Hotel, it’s beautiful there...the staff are so nice and it’s just lovely!
It’s £30 to go...but I can’t afford it, but neither can my mum or dad.
Anyhow...Sometimes I dream about her, about all the amazing things we used to do, so many memories...I want to reminisce...but it hurts.
She wants me to go round and have a girly-day with her, watching movies and eating a load of ice-cream and chocolate.
I would love to do that:3
Other than my auntie, my life is pretty well.
I have wonderful friends...an, awkward family.
I couldn’t ask for anything better! I’m doing better with some of my schoolwork, especially in my Art lessons...I’m proud of that.
AND...
I haven’t self-harmed in 46 days! I have had a few weak moments, but never resorted to using a razor or anything alike self-harming.
I’m proud...
It’s hard to stop,but i’ve learnt, it doesn’t work.
It takes the pain for the moment, and you feel the pain the next day from your bloody cuts rubbing on your school jumper/ hoody.
I’m not going to resort to a razor again, It doesn’t help the matter...It just makes it worse when you get caught, which urges you again to do it.
My scars are bad on my leg, but on my arms, you can’t notice they are there unless you point them out.
If I feel upset, I listen to my beautiful babies...Black Veil Brides.
Set the World on Fire is the song I listen too when I want to cut, or Carolyn.
I’m not sure why,but the songs give me messages...
For example...
In STWOF, It tells me that I should fight against the urge...don’t let it over come me, fight past the obstacle.
and in ‘Carolyn’ it tells me, I’m not alone and that there is help out there to help me through it.
I love the band, many people think Andy,Jake,Jinxx,CC and Ashley are ‘’Emo fags’‘ or whatever...I honestly think they are 5 of the many famous people that haven’t lost there touch with fans, and haven’t become ‘Celebrity Induced’ {If that is the word}
It's all thanks to the members of Black Veil Brides, for their music they create.
Also, to The Butterfly Project for their advice on helping me get through it.
Most of all...Too my best friend for being there for me through thick&thin.
-----------------------------------------Relationships?--------------------------------------------
We all know I've had MANY, MANY relationships since I started using Piczo.
Guys I've dated...Hmm....
Connor Morris...
Lee Burke...
Aidan Roberts... {First Love} :/
Dan Lawrenson...
Dylan Moody...
Martin Curry...
Jayden Little...
Alex Wallwork...
&Currently dating Simon Preston c:
Yes I've made out as-if I've been 'Heartbroken' but I had never felt that way completely like when me&Aidan broke up...
I'm over him now...Or so I have made myself think, I still look at him as-if he's all I still want. Though...He's not.
He's different...Oh well c:
We had a hard time when we broke up...
On October 1st 2011, I admitted how much I've loved him for three years. He felt the same way, but was shy to admitting it. I waited for three years...and had about 4 weeks with him.
It was worth being in his warm arms, listening to his heartbeat, having our movie days and such...
But like I said..I'm over it.
I upset myself the other day though...
A girl I don't know walked past me wearing a Black Veil Brides top and I shouted at the top of my lungs...''I LOVE BVB AND I SAW THEM ON OCTOBER 2ND LAST YEAR'' ...I was mistaken, October 2nd was the day me and Aidan got together..October 11th was the day that I saw BVB.
I sat thinking to myself how much of a fool I made...I felt horrible, I felt closed in on myself.
I went home and cried..again.
But I know I'm over it!
He's just a boy...and I'm just a girl.
He was my first true love...I'm not afraid to admit that.
But yeah...I'm over that...
Love...Can be for just a moment...or for a lifetime...One day I will find my love..the one I'm meant to be with for the rest of my days, who knows...It could be anybody!
Well guys...
That's my story so far.
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I have many friends here...Megan Henderson, being the closest person too me.
She is my bestest friend and I love her so much, Not even heaven and hell can separate us...baring mind, we will more than likely go to the same place, we’re inseparable.
I love her with all my heart!
I cried for hours&days when we fell out and when we made up... {Over text} ...When we saw each-other in town,we ran at each-other and bear-hugged each-other saying how much we loved each of us.
It was so cute:3
We plan to move in with her mum in Holland and save up cash to buy our own house/apartment.
It will be amazing there...I've seen quite a lot of photos and such, it's beautiful.
I really can not wait! It will be a new start for us...a new life, new scenery...most of all...new memories!
We will be going to ALL the festivals and concerts together, I'm crying as I'm writing this because It's such a long time until we do, but it's worth the wait!:3
I live with my beautiful mum,Erica and my father,Matthew.
I have two younger sisters, one younger brother, and one older, step-brother.
I am closer to my step-brother because I know I can trust him with anything I want to tell him, he helps me if I have a problem, and so does his girlfriend.
I’ve had a tough couple of weeks, but I don’t wish to say.
Also...one thing I am suffering from, is my Auntie.
She has terminal cancer and I don’t want to loose her.
She was diagnosed with cancer,earlier in 2011 and it hurts too know she doesn’t have long left.
If there was any way of me finding a way to get rid of it, I would.
She has been through radium,and chemo-therapy...yet, nothing is working...
My grandad has/had cancer on his lungs, but the hospital has successfully managed to reduce the tumour and has left him feeling well and healthy, so I’m glad about that.
I am extremely happy with it but still...my auntie...
I love her aswell, I love her honestly...more than my mum and dad.
She means a lot to me and has stuck by me through thick&thin.
My life without knowing she’s there for me will be hard, When...when she’s gone...
I will visit her grave everyday...or as much as I possibly can.
I will be distraught, I’m struggling in school because I’m worried that one day I will come home and she won’t be there...She won’t be there to hold my hand, or hug me.
She is only 30, she has so much life ahead of her and I’m so upset that her life has been reduced, there is a fundraiser at a local resteraunt in Southport, at the Vincent Hotel, it’s beautiful there...the staff are so nice and it’s just lovely!
It’s £30 to go...but I can’t afford it, but neither can my mum or dad.
Anyhow...Sometimes I dream about her, about all the amazing things we used to do, so many memories...I want to reminisce...but it hurts.
She wants me to go round and have a girly-day with her, watching movies and eating a load of ice-cream and chocolate.
I would love to do that:3
Other than my auntie, my life is pretty well.
I have wonderful friends...an, awkward family.
I couldn’t ask for anything better! I’m doing better with some of my schoolwork, especially in my Art lessons...I’m proud of that.
AND...
I haven’t self-harmed in 46 days! I have had a few weak moments, but never resorted to using a razor or anything alike self-harming.
I’m proud...
It’s hard to stop,but i’ve learnt, it doesn’t work.
It takes the pain for the moment, and you feel the pain the next day from your bloody cuts rubbing on your school jumper/ hoody.
I’m not going to resort to a razor again, It doesn’t help the matter...It just makes it worse when you get caught, which urges you again to do it.
My scars are bad on my leg, but on my arms, you can’t notice they are there unless you point them out.
If I feel upset, I listen to my beautiful babies...Black Veil Brides.
Set the World on Fire is the song I listen too when I want to cut, or Carolyn.
I’m not sure why,but the songs give me messages...
For example...
In STWOF, It tells me that I should fight against the urge...don’t let it over come me, fight past the obstacle.
and in ‘Carolyn’ it tells me, I’m not alone and that there is help out there to help me through it.
I love the band, many people think Andy,Jake,Jinxx,CC and Ashley are ‘’Emo fags’‘ or whatever...I honestly think they are 5 of the many famous people that haven’t lost there touch with fans, and haven’t become ‘Celebrity Induced’ {If that is the word}
It's all thanks to the members of Black Veil Brides, for their music they create.
Also, to The Butterfly Project for their advice on helping me get through it.
Most of all...Too my best friend for being there for me through thick&thin.
-----------------------------------------Relationships?--------------------------------------------
We all know I've had MANY, MANY relationships since I started using Piczo.
Guys I've dated...Hmm....
Connor Morris...
Lee Burke...
Aidan Roberts... {First Love} :/
Dan Lawrenson...
Dylan Moody...
Martin Curry...
Jayden Little...
Alex Wallwork...
&Currently dating Simon Preston c:
Yes I've made out as-if I've been 'Heartbroken' but I had never felt that way completely like when me&Aidan broke up...
I'm over him now...Or so I have made myself think, I still look at him as-if he's all I still want. Though...He's not.
He's different...Oh well c:
We had a hard time when we broke up...
On October 1st 2011, I admitted how much I've loved him for three years. He felt the same way, but was shy to admitting it. I waited for three years...and had about 4 weeks with him.
It was worth being in his warm arms, listening to his heartbeat, having our movie days and such...
But like I said..I'm over it.
I upset myself the other day though...
A girl I don't know walked past me wearing a Black Veil Brides top and I shouted at the top of my lungs...''I LOVE BVB AND I SAW THEM ON OCTOBER 2ND LAST YEAR'' ...I was mistaken, October 2nd was the day me and Aidan got together..October 11th was the day that I saw BVB.
I sat thinking to myself how much of a fool I made...I felt horrible, I felt closed in on myself.
I went home and cried..again.
But I know I'm over it!
He's just a boy...and I'm just a girl.
He was my first true love...I'm not afraid to admit that.
But yeah...I'm over that...
Love...Can be for just a moment...or for a lifetime...One day I will find my love..the one I'm meant to be with for the rest of my days, who knows...It could be anybody!
Well guys...
That's my story so far.
Hello , here is the interview with the blogger that was mentioned. http://pic3.piczo.com/go/user/tschwinnie
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1. Hello , dear. How did you notice that you were mentioned on gossipzo?
hiiii :D
well, i follow the gossipzo blog and i saw that you uploaded a new post and then BAAAM! i realized that i am mentioned haha :3
2. What 3 things do you like at your blog?
i'm not really good at listing positive things about myself or anything related to me. i would say i'm happy about beeing able to share all of my emotions, pictures and videos on piczo.
3. Tell us something about your impressions about gossipzo?
it's like a gossip magazin about stars, but about normal people which i think is a really cool idea. it also introduces me to amazing bloggers, that i haven't discovered yet (:
4. Describe your blog.
i would say it's a blog about my life. a 17-year-old asian girl, with too much on her mind. i tell you guys WAAAY too much about my personal life, but i do enjoy it. i hope that people can sort of relate to my posts or feel inspired by them.
5. Tell us a funny story ? :]
i remember sitting on the plane next to my best friend laura and one of my classmates who was on the plane for the first time. our teacher booked a really cheap airline and it felt like the entire plane was made out of plastic. so laura and me made fun about crashing down. because everytime i moved, lauras chair moved in the opposite direction. it was hilarious :P
6. What 2 blogs on piczo.com you like the most ?
khloecruise: i really enjoy her blog and keep checking it. and she always leaves nice comments on my posts, which always put a smile on my face (: <3
-blogylove: i just love this girl, she's like one of my piczo best friends. she's super pretty and adorable and her blog is also amazing! <3
7. What do you plan for your future ? ( if it`s not a secret sure)
well, i'd like to finish school and then maybe take a gap year to realize what i really want to do. i would like to work as an paramedic and then maybe go study english in university. but i still hope my dreams of a music career will come true :P
8. Do you plan to make a V-blog ?(video-about your blog )
i already thought about the idea, because i finally got my canon 600d and i would love to make a video for my followers! maybe a question and answer video, you guys should help me out by commenting me what i should do :D
9. What do you like about your life , personality ?
bad timing to ask this, because right now i just hate everything. but i'm grateful for my family and my culture. i love my mom, she's the only reason i haven't given up yet. even though my family is in thailand they still support me in everything i do, especially my cousin. she is the sister i never had and she's my role model.
what i like about my personality is that i am helpful and nice, but people take advantage of that and i gave a lot of them too many second chances. i forgive, but i never forget and all my feelings eat me alive. i'm also kind of pessimistic, maybe you could already tell, but i try to be as happy as possible (:
10. Tell us somethin about your pics ?
most of my pictures are just portraits of myself, but because i got my new camera i'm going to take a lot more now, so be prepared! :D
i have one last thing to say: thank you to all of my followers, the old and new ones. i've been on piczo for almost two years now and i don't regret it. you guys made me stronger and happier, and i just want to tell you that you are amazing. i love you all (: <3
hiiii :D
well, i follow the gossipzo blog and i saw that you uploaded a new post and then BAAAM! i realized that i am mentioned haha :3
2. What 3 things do you like at your blog?
i'm not really good at listing positive things about myself or anything related to me. i would say i'm happy about beeing able to share all of my emotions, pictures and videos on piczo.
3. Tell us something about your impressions about gossipzo?
it's like a gossip magazin about stars, but about normal people which i think is a really cool idea. it also introduces me to amazing bloggers, that i haven't discovered yet (:
4. Describe your blog.
i would say it's a blog about my life. a 17-year-old asian girl, with too much on her mind. i tell you guys WAAAY too much about my personal life, but i do enjoy it. i hope that people can sort of relate to my posts or feel inspired by them.
5. Tell us a funny story ? :]
i remember sitting on the plane next to my best friend laura and one of my classmates who was on the plane for the first time. our teacher booked a really cheap airline and it felt like the entire plane was made out of plastic. so laura and me made fun about crashing down. because everytime i moved, lauras chair moved in the opposite direction. it was hilarious :P
6. What 2 blogs on piczo.com you like the most ?
khloecruise: i really enjoy her blog and keep checking it. and she always leaves nice comments on my posts, which always put a smile on my face (: <3
-blogylove: i just love this girl, she's like one of my piczo best friends. she's super pretty and adorable and her blog is also amazing! <3
7. What do you plan for your future ? ( if it`s not a secret sure)
well, i'd like to finish school and then maybe take a gap year to realize what i really want to do. i would like to work as an paramedic and then maybe go study english in university. but i still hope my dreams of a music career will come true :P
8. Do you plan to make a V-blog ?(video-about your blog )
i already thought about the idea, because i finally got my canon 600d and i would love to make a video for my followers! maybe a question and answer video, you guys should help me out by commenting me what i should do :D
9. What do you like about your life , personality ?
bad timing to ask this, because right now i just hate everything. but i'm grateful for my family and my culture. i love my mom, she's the only reason i haven't given up yet. even though my family is in thailand they still support me in everything i do, especially my cousin. she is the sister i never had and she's my role model.
what i like about my personality is that i am helpful and nice, but people take advantage of that and i gave a lot of them too many second chances. i forgive, but i never forget and all my feelings eat me alive. i'm also kind of pessimistic, maybe you could already tell, but i try to be as happy as possible (:
10. Tell us somethin about your pics ?
most of my pictures are just portraits of myself, but because i got my new camera i'm going to take a lot more now, so be prepared! :D
i have one last thing to say: thank you to all of my followers, the old and new ones. i've been on piczo for almost two years now and i don't regret it. you guys made me stronger and happier, and i just want to tell you that you are amazing. i love you all (: <3
That was all , awesome right ?
Hello followers , I`m so glad to say that we have 204 followers , so grow up Gossipzo!
Thank yo all for following.
Today`s blogger that I chose is http://tschwinnielikescupcakes.piczo.com/?cr=3 . If she will visit our blog till tomorrow and will say in a comment that she saw her link , she will get interviewd by gossipzo . Nice idea..no?
And now let`s talk about something else. I`ve got a new idea.
In every week , you `ll see here on gossipzo a blogger`s one page from the diary . And it will be called :
The diary from a cool blogger.
You may send your story in one message , I`ll read it and I`ll choose one and I`ll post it here , in a special post.
It will be a lot of fun , if you sure want you may use pics too , or just simple text. ( If you want to use a pic , when you`ll send the story you`ll send the link with the pic too ) . If you have some questions ask. You may start to send your stories today. In this story or page of the diary you may talk about everything you want , you may write maybe a imaginary story , or a story about your dream life . It has to be real . I think you understood.
This time you need to talk about : Boys , Fashion and School.
Good luck :)
//Gossipzo
Hello.
There`s a new idea in my head. Let`s get some new things , and ideas to make gossipzo more interesting .
That`s how we get more interesting.
1. Make your own style , fashion , or a collage with your pics , everything you want.
2. Send some links with bloggers that you think deserve to get promoted.
3. Be active , and don`t forget to visit gossipzo daily. Because there will be a new interesting thing , I`ll keep it like a surprise , but I`m not good at keeping surprises so `m gonna tell you right now.
Each day or each 2-3 days I`ll choose a blogger , but a blogger that follows gossipzo.
His/or her link will be posted in a post on gossipzo , if the blogger will visit daily our blog ,she or he will see that she/he is the winner and will have a interview , or something else. If the blogger that i chose didn`t visit or comment that she/he saw the post where she/he was mentioned I`ll choose another blogger.
That`s all. If you have some question you may ask. ( I may guess that a lot from you didn`t understand something)
//gossipzo
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Happy Easter !!
Everybody knows that tomorrow you can eat a lot of sweet eggs , and you`ll have a good excuse for eating them , becouse it`s Easter.!
3 Simple steps on how to celebrate Easter , as never before.
1. Get dressed , you may count on something simple , but you may try something that Gossipzo likes.
In this picture you can see a lot of cute things. Here are the prices. So.. if you really decide to buy something maybe.
Chanel bag - $4,812 ( but sure you may buy somethiing cheaper , like just a simple clutch.
Pink Blouse - 40$ ( weekday.com )
Blue Blouson - €520 ( also you may buy something like this , but cheaper. )
Shorts - 80euro ( also you may use , or search something cheaper.)
Wedge - 107 $ ( asos.com )
2. The second step on how to have a happy Easter.
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Buy all sweets you wanted , and eat . If you`ll gain some weight don`t worry , you may after Easter go jogging , or simple fitness .
3. Lay all the day.
That was all :)
//gossipzo
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